Cinerant

Back to Zero

There’s nothing like spending two weeks working on something to have it completely invalidated.  

That is what has been the most difficult thing in this whole writing process by far.  It’s not the validation I crave.  I know there are a lot of people who need validation to affirm that they are breathing properly.  I’ve known them and they’re not necessarily the easiest person to be around.  And I’m constantly aware that I don’t want to become that guy.  

Instead, I think the frustration comes from the fact that I know if my story ideas are so wrong—then I’m still far away from being where I want to be ultimately.    It’s hard to just sit back and be patient and let something cultivate—particularly when I feel like I’m working against a clock.  

I guess that’s just the joy of what I’m doing.  

Well, no time to blog.  Gotta go start over on story ideas.  

posted by cinegod @ 7:48 AM